English Translation Of Holy Quran - 42. Ash-Shura (the Consultation) - M...

God keep reminding us, we have the right to take revenge if we have been done wrong in equal measure, then He goes on to say, if we are patience and willing to forgive this conduct of great resolve.

Now I am thinking, I can be patient, I have it in me, but do I have it in me to forgive the wrong doers who conspired against me, from the day I was born until now, hmmm I dont know, I have struggled with this with forgiveness of these followers of Satan for many years and I still cannot remove the rage I have in me for these losers, I must say so none of you get me wrong here, I am the most forgiving person you have come about, not kidding here, I am here exclusively talking about my lifelong enemies, I am not talking about if someone who didnt know me well did something wrong or anything, I am talking about those who are actual followers of Satan in high society who brainwash others to hate me and do me wrong, I am talking about those human devils, these are the people whom I dont think I can forgive, but at the same time God instructs us to even forgive that much, so the question is, if even a nice person whom everybody loves, because I am a loveable guy, you meet me you like me, its just how it is, its one of my super powers and I am not even trying to make people like me, on the contrary, honestly I am not even trying, most of the time I push people kindly away, yet they like me, anyways, what I am saying is, if even a nice guy like myself struggle to forgive the worse of the worst, the question is, does this make me a lesser human being now, I think it does make me a lesser human being than one could because God said, even the angels pray to Him to have mercy on human beings for the angels know what otherwise awaits those destructive people who will not end up in Paradise, then we also have the examples of Prophets, we know the good the excellent character of Prophet Josef, Abraham whom God took as a friend, and others, these people were exemplary, people tortured them for years on end and they still were most forgiving, now we shouldnt compare ourselves with these top of the class but strive towards it, sure, we have to, I know I have some work to do on that part myself, I am not there yet, I still want to avenge I still want to return the many favors I still want them to pay for all they have done, I still want them crushed smashed I still want them gone, so are we lesser human beings, for now we are with hope for more self improvement in the future, if God permits.